My developments has taken many twists and turns before but the last year has been even more energetic and surprising than I could realize. I started this year having a lot of earth energy, staleness, then after much invocation of more fire and water (and air) I have moved this a bit, and also done zodiacal, mystic and alchemical transmutations, all part of the big process.
It’s not until now that I could take a few steps and look at it from a distance and see how the map looks like. When you’re in the middle of the storms, its hard to get any bearings.
Actually my goal was set, I attracted what I needed to attract, and a whole chain of events unfolded, quite a bumpy ride I must say, and I can see there was multiple parallell processes started at the same time, thus making it confusing to see what was what.
It now all comes together for me as I see the big picture. To really work with any mystical paradigm, each grade in each system gives you a virtual world to live in, and symbols within that world to work with. If you are stuck, then it helps to have many virtual worlds, and essentially you work on different concepts by themselves, but they can reveal a greater truth that is prevalent through all the universes. Once this code is cracked, you can move on to the next level or grade. Sounds simple, but for some people, especially me, working with symbols within a mythos are not always easy. We know they are there, we know what they are supposed to do, and the symbols can be configured thus and thus to form another energy, entity or reality-tunnel.
It is only when you can look beyond the mythos, the story and the symbols themselves and just see the relative reality in that universe behind all veils, essentially revealing the true occult light, that you have a chance also to look yourself in the mirror too, and see beyond the mask onto the perfected Self.
If it sounds like the ego trip of your life, in a way it is, but the road to becoming your own God is hindered only by your own ego and its multiverse defects. When these defects diminish, your care and love for others, and others appreciation in you increase as does your own love emanate the occult light.