This is the New York skyline as we speak. I find it very interesting to recognise the fascinating image of a lost civilization, a post-apocalyptic vista, and people begin to realise all my previous talks about disaster lurking round the corner and why it is necessary to prepare for the breakdown of society – suddenly makes a whole lot more sense.
A follower of this blog asked the following question, and I decided to answer through a post so that other people could benefit from it.
From: (email withdrawn):
Date: 20 Oct 2012
one night i had a ghostly experience that left me almost emotionlessi did some research and it was something called astral attackits like I’m emotionally distorted thats the best way i can put iti know something must be wrong with my aura or whatever its calledcould you give me any advice on how to repair my aura energy bodycould you send me a link to a really good site that will teach me about magickthanks
Right now it is impossible for me to recommend any esoteric order to you, because the good ones are secret, and invite-only.
You can read a lot about magick in theory and practice online. When you have, and can demonstrate, a basic knowledge of magick, I could point you in the right direction. For example, do the Middle Pillar and the Lesser Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram, or similar. I recommend working with Golden Dawn style magick, or A.:.A.:. which is slightly “same but different”…
At four in the afternoon, I get in my car and drive south. The Oslo traffic made everything stand still but like clockwork I sharply turn into a little known street and continue the small 50 km/h road doing 70. Ten minutes later I reappear on the main road going south, having passed the traffic jam, I proceed in 120 km/h passing the 100 km/h limit sign, having no cars in front of me, with a big smile on my face knowing I saved an hour of sitting in a traffic jam.
Traffic jams and me mix like oil and water.
I arrive at the gas station where we agreed to meet, he is blonde and his skin is quite fair, he doesn’t look a day older than the last time I met him, three years ago. He looks at me with eyes that are red and almost has a light of their own.
A few days ago I received a message suggesting to have this meeting. I find it quite interesting he has taken the initiative – considering it’s been such a long time, and we only dated for one week and it ended quite abruptly with no contact after that.
So what is his intentions, other than somehow, he finds me an interesting person now that he learned (via others) things about me he did not know before.
We go to a cafe in the basement of an old factory building. I notice he looks even younger than before – muscular, and even has some color in his skin for a change, not the pale, white as last time.
He laughs of my dry jokes, he has a deep voice, and his laugh reveals his natural fangs. Yes, fangs. Although he considers himself a spiritual vampire, the one that takes energy from other living people, and it all makes little sense, but hey, if that’s his thing, I think it’s just cute. He just tends to avoid silver, garlic and sunlight, but doesn’t sleep in a coffin, apparantly there’s a limit to how cliche you can get in these matters.
It doesn’t take me long to succeed in my objectives, first, to see that he still finds me attractive (check one) and second to see that yes, indeed he made some changes in his life and has ditched a few friends, now he’s looking for more friends, specifically the type of friends that have high energy, are connected to the spiritual, and well, live interesting lives, making interesting conversations.
Apparantly he would not have moved together with his current boyfriend had he known what he knows today, but hey, that’s what I also realised many times that in a relationship you NEVER end up with what you started with initially, and that is why I remain single, since after many relationships that failed, I just raised the bar, so the next one will have to work hard to get me.
We talk for three hours about life’s interesting twists and turns, and I enjoy this time with him, seeing how he is thinking DAMN hard about how to crack my code. Around nine, I decide it’s time to make the drive back to Oslo, and he is definitly confused. . having also failed to do anything to my energy except to feel its warmth and appreciate the complexity of my person.
I will tell you, this guy is hard to understand, but it’s so good to see he has grown up (mentally) to handle his feelings better. Atleast I am not confused about where I am – I would not mind if he decide to quit his current relationship and get back with me. The last time I was the one who got hurt. Now the table has turned. His last words before I drove off was “I have time anytime! Just call me!”
The basis of all occult study is the study of the Mystery in order to attain the knowledge of the Mystery, sometimes also in the form of The Knowledge and Conversation with your Holy Guardian Angel, or Enlightenment, or Nirvana, or true Adept.
The mystery manifests itself in many ways and through symbolism, the occultist works through the secret art of knowing what can not be transmitted in words alone, but which has to be experienced to understand it.
One of the most potent symbols is the three main phases of Creation, Destruction and Re-creation.
Here on tainted Earth, It comes from the very Saturnian energy of Chronos, time, which brings the law of change.
Everything change, as humans do, we are born, we get old and die, and our genes lives on in our children and our persona is perpetuated in the minds of our close ones, or preserved in history for those few among us who actually did something useful.
To try to resist change is always painful, as the Bhuddist remind us in their explanation of Suffering and the cause of Suffering, which is mostly related to the fact that everything changes, everything that exist will be gone at some time. Clinging to attached ideas is a natural reflex for a soul that still remembers a more perfect existance, a more permanent reality.
Meditate on the reason why your inner self is not letting go of the idea of a permanent reality,
It’s really therapeutic for mind, soul and body to take a walk into the forest. I usually combine this healthy exercise with loading up with some gear like kevlar armor vest, which weighs me down, for additional exercise, but also prepares me for the eventual situation I need to move around in terrain carrying such equipment in case something happens, other than that, I enjoy time with friends and shoot some occational photos with a camera, and after dark we make a fire (using traditional methods) and prepare food. Often I like to collect mushrooms and herbs to really bring a tasty gourmet meal.
Nature will provide in abundance for those who take the time to use what nature has offered. You don’t have to go to the gym and exercise, or to the shooting range to perfect your shooting skills, or the supermarket to find food. Or just limit yourself to urban photography when the wilderness has so much to offer.
I make urban photos too
And art.. featuring myself and the cat
Even as urban people, we must never lose the inspiration and creativity that flows from the four corners, and the higher and the lower.
Whenever I approach a big building I always get noise from any passengers in my car that I won’t find a parking space. Why is that the first thing people send is negative energy?
What I do is visualise a parking spot near the entrance. And every time, without fail, I either get a parking spot near the entrance, or soemone pulls out from one as soon as I enter.