Referring to my previous post where I discuss my experiments with Enochian tablets, I found that changing from Earth+Water to Air+Fire actually killed the Lucid dream, I did in fact not dream at all. Plus I could not sleep until 0300 am. But strangely for me I could get up at 0700 am without being sleepy. And at work I had an insanely effective day, I did not one, but three big audits (ISO 27001, ISO 9001, ISO 14001) on a single day plus meetings plus reports plus a normal functioning working day.
It’s too early to know anything for sure, so I will be experimenting further, then after some more weeks of rigourous data-collecting, I could post my results with a bit more certainty.
For now, I just think its fun to post the results so far, although they are not conclusive (or scientific in any way).
As a Luciferian, I am concerned with philosophical thought, but sometimes I get the sense that our goal is not to merely analyse .. and debate … but to make use of our abilities. Just so we don’t forget. We were, somehow, granted special talents, and while it is informative to find out which group of philosophy that rocks my boat, my concern is learning as much as possible about myself and using my special talents to the fullest potential.
To do this, I must strive in all ways with the following objectives:
- Control of the physical existance. One cannot do much if one is not materially and financially secure. I have taken steps to attract wealth so I can function at the basic level, freeing up as much time as possible to do what I really want to do. I exercise and keep myself healthy.
- Balance of the non-physical existance. Working at the psychological level, manipulating Qi, martial arts, magick and alchemy is part of the integral skills and tools needed to evolve. This is a work in progress.
- Realising true Will. By various methods of work and initiation realise my true potential. This is the ultimate goal, which is a work in progress, and largely dependant on the success of 1 and 2.
Keeping a dream-journal, or just a simple notebook by your bed, you can record your dreams before you automatically forget, as long as you write down everything you remember immediately when you wake up. Doing this over some time, you can gather great insight as to what your dreams are and what your subconscious is trying to tell you. I found that until recently, I only rarely had a lucid dream, that is to say, a dream where I feel consciously awake while inside the dream. Recently I discovered something that made every dream not only vivid and scarily alive, but having the side-effect that I can remember every detail without having to write it down. I am doing more research around this, like most discoveries mine was also by accident.
People always told me that you should never keep Enochian Watchtowers up for any extended time, and never ever try to sleep in a room with the tablets up. Since I do Enochian magick regularly, I feel quite comfortable with these tablets, although their energy and their egregore sometimes is .. strange. A week ago I had finished a ritual involving all of them, and not bothered to remove the Earth and Water watchtowers, respectively. Since the room I use for my temple work is also my bedroom, and since I sleep with my head facing West, over me was the Water tablet, and to my left the Earth tablet. That night, I had extremely vivid dreams, very typical Earth-related thematic, dealing with mundane matters, but in an almost prophetic way. . waking up I could remember every detail with no problem, even throughout the day.
Needless to say, there has been some strange cases of “Little Nasties” but just slightly more than usual.
Lightning doesn’t strike twice, except in my bedroom. Apparantly just for the hell of it, I slept another night with the tablets up, and lo and behold, I had a crystal clear vivid dream, you know the type of dream where you act as though you are conscious and you know you are dreaming, where you go around and explore things that you know are part dream, part reality until the distinction between reality and dream becomes blurred .
The next 5 nights are incredible, every night another ultra-real dream. I mean real as every sound, vibration, smell, feeling, sense of time, I could pack 24 hours of real time experience into a 6 hour sleep session. My last dream now on the 7th day was apocalyptic in the sense that I could see how some changes that will come suddenly in the next 6 months will change things rapidly, as air traffic has to change its mode of operation due to some external force or threat.. I could also see a great rocket, more powerful than anything built so far, in black and red will be launched.
If this is just my fantasy or not, or if it is the placebo effect or not, is too early to say, but my theory is that I have lucid dreams on successive nights after I put up the enochian tablets, not before, and in spite of having tried to have lucid dreams before I could only have them very seldom, now 7 days in a row. The main thing I care about is that I enjoy the phenomena a lot, and take pleasure in assuming it has something to do with the Enochian tablets.
For this night I will put Air and Earth to see if the dreams will change their nature.
Below is a small illustration of the two tablets for Earth and Water I have had on my wall for a week.
I notice there is a lot of mention about the Left-Hand vs Right-Hand Path. And it struck me when I watched Jeremy Crow’s discussion on YouTube about the Left-Hand Path vs the Right-Hand Path, where Jeremy neatly explains, in a nutshell, the difference between the two, as basically one where he LHP promotes the idea of the goal of spiritual development as self-deification, while the goal of the RHP path is to unite, in some form with ‘god’ or whatever deity rocks your boat.
I couldn’t agree more about the simple definition as a mean of explaining the semantics, but when it comes to what is ‘right’ and what is ‘wrong’, I couldn’t help but think that this world-view of you-are-either-this-or-that is somehow not flexible enough (for my taste).
What if I want to do BOTH at the same time, that there is really no difference between my divine nature, and the pleroma (the ‘all’) and what if I recognise that any divine nature I have is not limited to myself, but is included in all things, past, present and future.
It is not wiping out my ego, it is mnot wiping out my unique person, it is saying that I am unique, and at the same time, spiritually connected to all things. I am neither separate from, or completely comprised of, everything that is in the universe.
This semi-condition of having a unique physical presence in time/space, in a fragile physical body, fused with the knowledge and awareness of my higher spiritual faculties, negates any notion that my physical and animal nature is all there is. Spirituality and feeling one with Nature and the Universe is part of belonging – knowing my rightful place in the universe.
So some people go left, some go right, I just do whatever I need to be doing without thinking in terms of left or right.
When I was a little boy
I lived in a fairyland
Everything was full of magic
Everything was new to me
I found all the love I needed
Lying in my mothers arms
She protected me from the evil
No one ever hurt me there
Now, I find myself in a world of sorrow
Tell me, where’s my childhood gone
No one shows me the love I need
And no one will protect me here
I am on the endless journey
I try not to lose my mind
I try to find confidence in myself
And in the world I see
Where is my childhood gone?
A colleague of mine, (who incidentally happens to dress mostly in black), came into my office yesterday and to my surprise announced he is exploring Luciferianism, after he had listened to the infamous Zeena LaVey And Nikolas Schreck Interview with the pro-Christian advocate Bob Larson. I have listened to it myself some time ago and found the interview to be quite interesting. Not only is this an epic interview which goes into the fight of Satanism vs Christianity (as Bob Larson has it), but certain people, I think only a small part of the population, will really listen and understand the interview with an open mind, thus being enriched and inspired to look deeper. Because one who listens with an open mind will see that Zeena and Nikolas are correct, and Bob just uses nonsense arguments and comes out of the whole thing as the sore loser. So I think this is what happened to my colleague, in that some people will understand and react to this interview and then discovering their Luciferian nature. Because while we know this is primarily about Satanism, and the interview objects are of the LaVeyan disposition, nevertheless I can sense that the instinctive self-discovery of my colleague is a strictly Luciferian experience.
This made me think that while the distinction between Satanism and Luciferianism must be clearly drawn, we can presume that an individual going through the kind of personal transformation that results from going from a judeo-christian worldview to a LaVeyan Satanist worldview, it is a quantum-leap in the direction towards Luciferianism regardless of your political beliefs are on Luciferianism, especially since each individual will probably take a few years to process and further develop into his/her unique style of philosophy based on self-reliance and the ultimately Luciferian guiding principle of self-realisation and awareness.
Realise it is not everyday people come into my office proclaiming they just realised they are Satanists.
So the natural thing to do was to refer to the Luciferian Research Society and the Order of the Luciferian Sword (especially the article about Lucifer and Indigo Children. In this case my colleague had already read the works by Nancy Ann Tappe who first coined the term ‘Indigo’ used in this context of a person or child with certain special abilities.
He was grateful and decided to sign up to the LRS, who I notice now has recently celebrated 300 members.
I think its exiting that I can find Luciferians even among coworkers.
Happy New year, everybody.
And congratulations. Sol has entered Aries, marking the start of spring and has long been celebrated as a time of rebirth.Many cultures and religions celebrate or observe holidays and festivals around the time of the March equinox, such as the Easter holiday period. In esoteric terms, the equinox is the time of spiritual rebirth and the beginning of the spiritual year.
The word “equinox” derives from Latin, meaning “equal night” and refers to the time when the sun crosses the equator. At such times, day and night are of nearly equal length everywhere in the world.
It’s been some time since my last blog entry, and just in that time, many stagnant ideas about nations and nature have changed, some rulers have fallen, and countries who seemed an inpenetrable fortress before, now is the target of the international mob, while another country far away has been hit by natural disasters and a nuclear disaster on a scale nobody could imagine.
To this Luciferian, things are much simpler. Since nothing mundane can last, it is only natural that empires fall to the decay of time. I take pleasure of feeling the energy being released by millions of people realising they are free, and were free from the beginning, from the mental prison. Unaware of the power of imagination and what really is inside the light that shines within, the wave that hit north Africa was a wave of rebellion, that indeed the power of the people determined is invincible.
Of course as you will all learn, that joy is short-lived, since the power-hungry opportunists adapt soon to such releases of energy, and so begins another empire, and the people are fooled into believing another set of instructions and thought-pattern for the sake of control. This cycle repeats every half-century or so.
Of the earthquake in Japan, I have unfortunately sometimes tuned into the cacophony of hapless guessing by news-minions who serve the empires of disinformation, although I deliberately try to avoid such travesties to avoid being angry with the level of stupidity such media drones seem to output. I learned one thing, which is to say, none of the information is really informational. If you know me, I like to make my own estimates and analysis.
One of the things lesser people laugh about is when I go and do something unusual, like obtaining my own instrument for detecting and measuring the intensity of ionizing radiation, the instrument known as a ‘geiger counter’. Although my body is trained to sense the auras of people, and to some extent, electromagnetic and other energy fields, I find it hard to quantify them. So my geiger counter can give me some indications- just for curiosity – on what materials emit gamma radiation, at which levels, and to see if food that is approved by the government / powers that be are really safe within the levels they tell people.
I got this last year, and everybody said: ‘What do you need it for?’ to which I replied something along the lines of ‘In case of war’ or ‘Just for fun’ which is kind of accurate, since I got it for exploring (fun) and in case of disaster.
I know that the normal background radiation should be around 12 microroentgen per hour (uR/h). If I read 30, that means I am in an area not dangerous by itself, but it is almost 3 times normal radiation. Amazingly I found this area in the city I live in, and did the research, and found it has elevated levels of Radon, a radioactive gas caused by the breakdown of Uranium. It has a half-life of 3 days. It means if you live in a house in that area, you should ventilate well your house and you should be fine. If my geiger ever show 135-200 or 300, I know I am looking at something very active, like the potassium found in some ‘healthier sodium-reduced salt’ where sodium has been replaced with potassium (to reduce soduim levels in your blood). Items with this level is generally OK – as long as you don’t eat or sleep with it.
In Japan, they have levels of around 500 – 1000 uR/h, which is worrying but moreso when stuff like Plutonium or Cæsium enters the foodchain, possibly entering the body, emitting radiation of alpha, beta and gamma inside your body for years. That is when these things can cause a problem.
The mass-hysteria doesn’t inform the people and I can sense there is a lot of information being withheld because they want to control the populations movements, otherwise more people can be killed in the resulting panic.
I learned from my own that the Fukushima power plant was deemed unsafe even for lower levels of seismic activity than the 9.0 level, but they ignored the reports out of greed. This has been mentioned in the media as a footnote.
I learned from my own that the quakes are caused by the fact that for today’s full moon, the moon has entered the closest proximity to earth than in 20 years. As we know, the moon has a great gravitational pull on the earth, such as the tide water, but nobody seems to think that it also pulls on the floating layer of earth crust on top of the melted lava core of the earth.. and the media failed to mention it.
Next year, when the huge solar flares erupt, causing more radiation and magnetic flux, combined with the NASA-expected polar reversal, the north and south polarity that compress the earth will cause more massive earthquakes all over the earth. What magnitude I don’t know, what consequences I don’t know, but intuitively let me give you a mental picture:
10 years ago I visited the northern arctic myself, as part of a cold but self-educational summer vacation. I ventured away from the american and german tourists into the arctic wilderness of barren rock and ice, unarmed, into polar bear territory. A polar bear can run at 50 km/h. I can run at 30 km/h. By mathematical probability I can only fight, not flee, should I be attacked. But I digress. I knocked apart rocks – with other rocks, to open them, to look inside. I was amazed to find fossils of vegetation that was distinctly jungle species. I researched them and found insects and other life from thousands of years ago, that correlate with a sub-tropical climate. So it means a rain forest existed in what is now the north pole.
I like now to remind everyone that I am 30 years old, and I went to the arctic areas in my 20’s. Yes, I am that old/young depending on how you look at it.
Concluding then – my idea of the polar shift – is not a 180 degree shift (why would it be?)
Insert here: people are so used to conformity, they lack imagination to think outside the box.
Returning to conclution: the polar shift can be 30, or 90 degrees. Earth is elliptic because of the attraction of the poles.
What does it mean for 2012?
It means, if you take a completely round football. Now compress the top and bottom half with your hands. Notice the elliptic shape. Have your friend glaze the surface with syrup in random areas. Wait for it to dry. These hardened spots are countries, (and pieces of your stale mind). Now release the grip and place your hands across two different points on the ball, at another angle, let’s say 90 degrees down on both sides.
Watch the hardened syrup crack, displace, and fall off as you compress the football from round to elliptic shape.
This is the future.
Three years ago returning from Barcelona, I picked up this book at the airport Blink: The Power of Thinking Without Thinking
It’a a book about the first two seconds of looking–the decisive glance that knows in an instant.
The book persuades readers to think small and focus on the meaning of “thin slices” of behavior. The key is to rely on our “adaptive unconscious” that provides us with instant and sophisticated information to warn of danger, read a stranger, or react to a new idea.
The book includes caveats about leaping to conclusions: marketers can manipulate our first impressions, high arousal moments make us “mind blind,” focusing on the wrong cue leaves us vulnerable to the failure of rapid cognition that sometimes lead to tragic results.
You’ll learn about autism, facial reading and cardio uptick to urge training that enhances high-stakes decision-making.