ADHD in children

I am on a bus returning from a magickal retreat. I pass the time doing some work online, thanks to the onboard wi-fi system. The trip so far has been relaxing. But there is a kid onboard, maybe he is 10, who is driving his mother and younger sister crazy. This is one kid who cannot sit still, he has to do something all the time. He would probably be put in the “ADHD” category.

So I think this is a good time to analyze and answer the question: why ADHD? Why are more and more kids suffering from a condition that warrants the use of such a label?

First, I will not challenge the assumption that there are more ADHD kids now than before.

Second, the reason, why, is evident after observing this child now for 2 hours. He is clearly bored. His sister is a muggle, happy to play with dolls and watch movies on the ipad. His mother is also a muggle and very neurotic and has a very low level of intelligence. The boy is extremely creative, and present in the moment. His mother doesnt respond or give him any stimulation, she just yells at him to shut up. He is probably not given any real intellectual challenges at home, or in school, or by being with friends the same age.

Even if two equally intelligent and savant kids get together, they have only the knowledge and tools they have been given and they are underdeveloped in the sense that, in spite of their enormous level of intelligence and creativity, they lack the guidance.

The home, education system and even culture is simply not ready for their special talents.

I have an intuition that this kid can communicate even telepatically, even without concsciously knowing, he is ready to learn, but the world is not ready for these kids. Reminds me of the school for kids with supernatural powers in the movie “x men”. The world is not ready so they are labeled ADHD kids.

They are bored because their parents are very stupid, the television and internet programs are stupid and archontic and their teachers are incapable of harnessing their talents, so they are bored and frustrated, and end up being misunderstood and even looked at as being less developed than their more docile complacent peers.


The purpose of religion or no-religion

Dear readers of my blog,

A new Luciferian flame has been lit. Its lights has been grown after my travels in the underworld and rekindled so I can be a light for others. Emerging from Hell, I want to send greetings to everyone who is travelling outside the common river and instead forge their own roads.

I want to share a particular moment of inspiration I had today, as I was driving my car to a client. My new car I might add, since the previous one was destroyed, as with my house as part of my purification process that take place on a spiritual level and manifests also inevitable in the material. Anyway, I digress. So here I am behind the new steering wheel, a Luciferian driving, seeing traffic and being part of traffic, my muscles reacting automatically to the world. On a model-thought this is exactly what happens in the macrocosmos, and the muggles who are victims to fate. Except the adept who has risen beyond his fate, everyone muggles and one the road to mysticism or wizardry is also in a sense victims of his own surroundings, even if they create their own surroundings.

So I was able to have some profound insight. But before I share that insight, I must ask the question: Why is it that we get sudden inspiration when we are doing something automatic and mundane like driving? Perhaps the answer is that our mind is so occupied, that the consciousness is stressed and kept so busy, that the mundane noise of thoughts is silenced, the Waters of the Mind is silenced, the storms of mundane Maya is calmed, and we are closer to a real Zen moment of perfect clarity.

Sure, we are hot-wired to interrupt even this serene and blissful state of mind-consciousness sure enough that your parents-in-law would call you in the middle of having sex. But for a millisecond you have that momentary escape from Samsara (endless wheel of cycle of birth and rebirth and karma) and you can see the world as it is, albeit for a moment.

It is moment like this Zen masters work their whole lives to gather up as much as possible of, and preach words of wisdom about, and write poems about, that essence of divine enlightenment and no-mind, that english word so poorly translated from Samadhi, where the mind becomes still, or one-pointed and temporarily enlightened.

And here is the lesson, I want to explain why we as human beings bring forward religion, and similarly why we can be just as enlightened and happy with not-religion. Since this is complicated enough, I will explain what I mean by each thing, and, seeing as having transcended dualism, how they are one and the same thing.

We all seek dissolvement and sublimation into the Plaeroma of true Enlightenment.


A religion is an organized collection of beliefs, cultural systems, and world views that relate humanity to an order of existence. So it is closely related to culture, philosophy and existential questions. No wonder how easy it is to confuse one over another, while, as I will prove, they are the same.

The real purpose of religion is, and has always been, to lead to true Enlightenment. How they are culturally biased, and how they are carried out, is of course much debated, diverse, and subject of obsession and the pitfalls of the ego and the unbalanced negative forces that infiltrate such structures. One common problem is indeed the structures and illusions being created, while in reality, if one truly transcend the structure behind every religion and approach the structure as a vessel to travel through the system of initiations to reach a certain goal, the key is to do it well. Yes, there are some religions and some systems of initiation that do not lead to true Enlightenment as a system by itself, but that doesn’t mean that one who practise it as a master is not Enlightened by mastery.


One who spends his days doing a single repetetive task such as slicing pieces of dead fish and putting them on balls of rice formed by the hand can also become enlightened. The Sushi master spends years in school learning to carve each time a more perfect slice of fish, to form each time a more perfect ball of rice in his hands, to join these two together, to put a brush of rice vinegar on it and put the slice on a perfectly clean and aesthetically pleasing plate. Every attention goes into detail in this simple task, that can be dissolved into Samadhi, the place where enlightenment begins and true Enlightenment can be reached eventually, even without religion.

The Sushi master could after a lifetime of making sushi suddenly awake, and achieve the level of initiation comparable to a Zen master. My argument is that any master is a master of his life and fate, wether he express it through religion or mundane work. The Hell’s Angels member who is a master at motorbike repair, could become one with his bike. The doctor could, as he is performing surgery, reach the same level of artful skill that he becomes one with scalpel and patient and hospital and fully dissolve into the mystic state of being one with everything.

This is Kung-Fu.

The Kung-Fu warrior is a master in fighting and thus express Kung Fu.

But the master engineer, or painter, or lawyer, or artist, can also express Kung Fu by being masters at what they do.

So my lesson: Take what you do, take what you teach, and make it perfect, then do it again, do it again, each time do it better, until you reach perfection, then go beyond, go into no-perfection, where dualism and perfect and no-perfect dissolve and you truly become a Master.

Overcoming any difficulty

Let’s do some questions I’ve got lately.

Question (regarding my previous post): “I want to know is it related to Illuminati, that highly fortunate people ruling the world?” 

Answer: Who said the illuminati is highly fortunate? If you ruled the world, wouldn’t you think it’s like being a substitute teacher full of delinquent teenagers?

Todays post is about overcoming difficulties.

Muggles (ordinary people) are victims of their environment, a Luciferian control his/her own environment. You may be a kid facing ridicule for being different, or you are an adult that was bullied in school for being an thinking different. Even today you do not feel at home with other adults, as you moved beyond them, and you remember that in your childhood you seeked out adults to converse with, because although 25 years stood between you, you would find academic and intelligent people to talk to as equals even when you were 10.

In todays world with internet and mobile phones, bullying has become an increasing problem. For everyone who is dealing with, or has dealt with bullying, here is a song by a finnish boy who sings about this subject in his song Dissaa. 

If you don’t understand finnish, that is fine, just listen to the language of the Gods and you’ll still be blessed. The lesson is: The way of dealing with bullying is to realize you are better than them. (And here are the lyrics translated)

Lift the weight inside of me // I see the light.

We’re standing at the gates of another week. Question is, do we go through the same gates we always do, follow the same basic routine of every week, or do we go through another gate, and explore something new and different?


So now I am typing this post, from a new place. That’s right. I moved. Not just anywhere but to the posh side of town. To the place I always dreamed to be. A lot of things have fallen into place. It’s not been easy, but I learned a lot. So many more things I learned about myself, the four worlds and alchemy in the process.

In alchemical terms this past year has been to put sulphur into a frying pan, pooring on gasoline and cooking that shit for 11 months. What remains, except for an incredible amount of fumes is some mercury. People do this all the time, but always in their sleep. And occultists do it, only few do it well, and even fewer are able to have moments of pure awakenness.

That’s why its time to introduce a few new concepts.

  • Dayside self this is your ego, your automaton, the body in the flesh during the day, influenced by the seven planets and the sun as planet, having a weekly cycle, carries the influences of the dualistic seven planets of seven vices and seven virtues, unbalanced but a reflection of the genius nevertheless, its your shell or mask, and if you don’t control whats truly controlling it, that mask and the world will control you, and you wake up one day old and miserable, wondering what the hell happened.
  • Nightside self is your animal ego, ruled by passion, your lower flesh during the night, influenced by the moon, having a monthly influence, where you truly are connected to the astral, and by way of challenging your rigid patterns force you to dare to explore other ways in pursuit of fetishes and primal desires, the danger of falling into illusion and obsession, but the posssibility to harness the beast towards your higher fire.
  • Lucifer welcome home, to your true self, to that infinite flame of light from the plaeroma, from the fullness, from pure love and pure being, undefiled and perfect, in this incarnation it is the flame that burns away at the sulphur, the one that is behind the mask.

There are these three, and the seven times seven influences and the twelve conditions, and the four worlds in which to do it. // hack.your.soul.

And to celebrate the new week, what better way to do it with this song, whom I adore:

Autumnal Equinox marks the end of a turbulent year

The new moon in conjunction with the autumnal equinox marks the end of a particularly turbulent year.

This year has brought many victories into my life finally, as the whole year have been a gigantic ritual to cause real changes in my life.

Ever since I embraced Lucifer as the archetype I would work with, I have been guiding myself towards greater self-realization, and together with other initiatory systems (each with their own egregore) I have made some progress, different influences sourced at my divine Will working together and coming together into manifestation into the physical universe.

A rite of passage caused penetration into the mysteries of the non-material to a greater level.

Joining a particular other system caused the material to be more effective.

Doing ritual, although due to the chaotic forces invoked, not always able to do so (no available ritual space when I was homeless for 1,5 months) caused a lot of karma.

Losing my home to the element of water (since I hated my Landlord, and my clutter, I brought onto myself to manifest a water leak which resulted in me having to move, and also ridding myself of a lot of clutter..) was not such a huge deal after all, I went to a magickal retreat, spent two weeks in Sweden, and stayed for one month living with friends, which taught me more about what is really important to have (and not to have).

I’ve taken this summer to re-evaluate everything in my life, and made changes accordingly. I have confronted some past “ghosts” (that is, my patterns and hang-ups, unavoidable unless you are a perfect demigod, which is unlikely) – anyway the hangups we are born with and develop by bad habits are what we try to correct as magickians and especially one that aligns himself with the archetype of Lucifer.

Which brings up the issue of gender. Can a girl aspire to the archetype of Lucifer? Is Lucifer just male, just female or androgynous? These are open question to be considered by the reader for him/herself.

I now have less recreational sex, and I have a relationship, albeit still an open one, I am now seeing someone I think I am romantically interested in. Yes, these words sounds strange. Coming from a 38 year old Luciferian that looks like 25, and lives his life up to now as being forever 19. Yet I found a very special someone who is completely male in energy but with an androgynous body, manifesting, in my opinion, the perfect balance of gender to my taste. And with the intelligence to work at my level in human, social and political matters, which is more human, contrast to my abilities that are more enginering and machine and military.

I now live in my dream house in the very poshest area of Oslo. With. A. Garden. .. and view of the mountains, and the ocean, I now posess a balanced influence of all 5 elements (air, wind, earth, water, and me).

Purposefully parked outside my house is my humble german VW car, the original design by Hitler back in the days, and my also very humble chinese scooter, not designed by Mao but copied from the Japanese Honda motor, and by me reengineered to contain an 80cc engine, just so I can outrun the number 45 bus even going uphill. Screw the number 45 bus. (And may their rude drivers who never learned the rule of the road or common courtesy burn in hell eternally and the most painful way imaginable).

Not so humbly, my interiour is now finally decorated the way I like, which is indeed minimal, this time bedroom is like a Zen style, and living room is purely Scandinavian.

Having moved from the ghetto (primarily immigrants living in my previous area) into the posh area, I was moved to tears to walk in the neighbourhood finding a bunch of kids playing soccer in a nearby soccer field and I noticed they were all blonde blueyed Norwegians… my race. I never care for race before, but I have been living in a primarily immigrant area for so long, I am not used to see Norwegian kids or even Norwegian people sitting behind the cash register in the local supermarket. These things are new to me, and it stirred a feeling: Finally I get to see how Norway was like in the old days, back in the 80’s when I grew up, and I imagined how it was back in the old days when my ancestors lived.

Its not so much about racism (I love every race) or nationalism (I dont care about countries) but rediscovering my own cultural identity and past history was important, its part of my identity that was lost, I know I don’t need it, but it was nice to reintegrate it, see it for what it is (an illusion) but it still got to me on an emotional level, so it must mean something to me.

Its something I enjoy and I am happy about, that there is one place 14 year old boys with blond hair and blue eyes can play football in peace without being harassed by pakistani youth gangs. Indeed all races are beautiful but I like my own race the best.

There are one major monster to defeat. I have reached the ‘boss level’, to use computer-game analogy. The boss of this level is resolving the karma of all my bad relations in the past. Work begins to resolve this in 7 days.

My take on: The Greater Church of Lucifer

I have noticed there is now something called “The Greater Church of Lucifer” – their website: So what is my take on this?

  • First, I am happy that someone took the time to make a Luciferian Church. Some of the views, especially the 11 points of Luciferian power, are quite good and valid points.
  • I am happy that my friend Jeremy Crow is one of its leaders. Jeremy I highly respect.
  • I am less impressed that Michael W Ford is a contributor. Mostly because his style focuses so much on the dark gothic satanist stuff that is really confusing for any newcomer. 
  • It is very positive that they appear welcoming and open, and do not fall into the pitfall of dogmas and rules, yet still try to evoke or challenge what is common among all Luciferians. 

All in all, it seems like a good initiative, it remains to be seen how well it will be for new people who realize they have the Luciferian nature and powers that they will want to identify with Luciferianism, since it feels natural to them.